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Exploration with Culture
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In a city engulfed by corporations and Americana, the essence of true culture is always changing.
Mazatlán, Mexico. It conjures a precision of memories. For many years my family met once a year to live, laugh, eat and drink, recounting memories beneath the Mexican sun.
We lounged like the afternoon’s iguanas, strolled and swam like leaves in the fall, shopped the Zona Dorada with red eyes, rode horses through the waves and parasailed as if we were birds. For once a year, The Inn at Mazatlán became our home for two weeks, where we relished in relaxation as a family conglomerate stuck together by the sticky juices of squeezed limes and empty Margarita mixes.
But every once in a while, certain members would miss the reunion and due to my direction in various travels, I was one who often missed these annual Mexican fiestas. After three consecutive absences, I was looking forward to the next year’s, which reintroduced me to a culture buried within the memories of youth.
As I sat in the back of a taxi outside General Rafael Buelna International Airport, located seventeen miles south of downtown Mazatlán, heat and dust drew in through the open windows and swirled around my head. It smelled hot. It smelled tropical. I thought I caught a scent of a distant sea as a faded CD hanging from the rearview mirror flashed in my eyes. On one side of the disc, Mother Mary gave me a reserved glance before rotating out of view.
An Unrecognizable Return
I watched out the window: a beloved Mexico and its culture, passing high-walled penitentiaries, catching drafts of burning trash and the odd pile of rubber.
The land was sparse to the city, impoverished with corrugated roofs and sheds, wiry fences enclosing pigs and cattle while chickens roamed freely. Then, broken by an obtrusive power, gorging the expanse of the countryside, were paved lots of multinational corporations. They found their way into a culture as Mexico fell to the global faces of Wal-Mart and Home Depot.
Noise and debris, rising dust-clouds of eternal heat, rapturous signals, stoplights and padded feet across cracked asphalt. Then the next race of unholy exhaust pipes flooded the streets.
I breathed in, and as tin and brick and corrugation turned to unfinished concrete harboring spikes of rebar, the city-center approached.
A culture, historic in its patternless flow of work, family and tradition. Mix in nutritious rice, beans, corn tortillas and a few cooling cervezas. And then birth the working-class as a mother interlinks her arms throughout five children before dodging traffic, and los federales rolling in their crisp black ’06 GMC pickup trucks and waxy Ford Mustangs, circling fat signs and stripped lands with their sweating asphalt and gymnasiums of cheap simplicities.
My heart skipped a beat at their infiltration. But as I drew another inhale and observed the life surrounding, I continued witnessing a thriving Mexico. The dust tickled my throat. I coughed.
How unburdened can a culture remain? I was about to find out.
Arrival at the Inn
The Inn dressed as usual. Elegant in contrast with the streets beyond its whitewashed walls. A new tower touched the sky with 215 luxury rooms crowned with one three-bedroom ten-person penthouse. Larger pools. Fully functional waterfalls. Yoga classes in the morning and increased prajna after a night of drinks, chips, salsa and guacamole.
There were painting classes, weekly Bingo for the crowds accompanying time-shares in Branson, Missouri, as well as Mexican piñata fiestas for the kin Wednesday nights at seven. With a restaurant on premise, The Inn was a self-sufficient community of lounge-chair tortillas here for a deep-fry.
I searched a meat menu for a vegetarian plate.
Culture? I ask:
¿La cultura? ¿ Dónde está la cultura?
Indeed, it wasn’t to be found within the walls of the large resorts and hotels fabricated for the broadening American and Canadian tourists, unless, say, you worked your Spanish with the maids and gardeners.
But outside, in the heat and noise, Mexico awaited.
Mazatlán Idol
One evening the family piled into two pulmonias (a crazed golf-cartesque taxi blaring an ungodly noise of music ranging from YMCA to CCR’s Bad Moon Rising). We drove north to La Costa Marinara.
Inside the seafood restaurant, I scanned for something traditional, simple, clean. I came up empty. Drink, talk, laughs of the previous evening, and then to eating. After our meal, the American music toned down and the DJ slapped on a record of classic Mexican rhythms.
Suddenly, as if transformed into Mexico’s next “American Idol,” a waiter stepped onto the patio platform with microphone in hand. He held it tight, not in nervousness, but passion.
With reverence, he sung his heart out, swooning the customers in love song. One local, loaded with two of his buddies at a game table of empty beer bottles, joined and grumbled to the melody. I cringed.
“Tom Jones!” my sister exclaimed. Reborn and alive, south of the border in Mazatlán.
In all the years we had been coming to this restaurant by the sea, we never saw the bills paid and tables emptied as quickly as they had that night.
Visit From the Country
Señor Jones was not the only performance. Directly afterwards, six blonde children dressed as Midwestern cowboys appeared.
Between the ages of five and fifteen years, they appeared out of place from the average Mexican; not only the pressed red-squared collared shirts, jeans and boots, with chaps, bandannas and dresses, but also their faces.
These six little children seemed to have come off the beaches of Santa Cruz with tanned white skin and sandy hair. Let alone, it was nearing ten o’clock on a school night.
The DJ queued the music. Georgia-born Alan Jackson, in thick accent, rolled with Chattahoochee. In practiced timing, they kicked their boots’ heels in square dance. Suddenly, I was transported on a stagecoach time machine to a backwoods Montana bar.
An American woman, apparently from a similar locale, clapped in dramatized exuberance. “I love this song! Love it!” I didn’t dare look over, but from the far corner of my eye I spotted her Margarita bowl near bottom.
Signaling the end of the dance, the youngest three removed their plastic cowboy hats and bowed, before turning them upside down and requesting alms from each table.
Old Streets, Same Bathrooms
I walked back to The Inn that evening with my uncle on the main Avenue Cameron Sabalo. We passed Japanese restaurants, American burger joints, tapas of Spain, and I thought of the real Mexican dishes in los pueblos y montañas: the simple rice and beans of the Latin world.
The previous day, my mother recalled the sole brilliance of the establishment known in more languages as simply: McDonalds.
“At least we can rely on a clean bathroom no matter where we might find ourselves in the world.”
Yes, Home Sweet Mickey D’s, along with other chains, soon to include Dairy Queen, Domino’s Pizza, Subway, Wal-Mart and Home Depot.
Culture. Mazatlán. The input of the West’s power, yet out on the streets, there was Mexico at its finest.
Yesterday’s Today
Blocks are now splashed with the primary colors of the restaurants’ and consumer stores’ façades, but the dust still rises, trash still burns, with the Chevy trucks and the workers down in the shades, mothers sprinting across traffic with young flailing and babies wailing.
Things and their monsters. They let loose to dilute the beauty of this original culture. Yet cervezas y guacamole, no matter how diluted, still reinvigorate the Mexican culture of memory to the old and young.
Culture is life. Life is change. Change is Culture.
It is the beauty of the world, no matter how desperate, no matter how congested and overflowing, omnipresent like a McDo, in Mexico, India, China, France or across the street from your Ace Hardware chain.
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Experience is based on our personal choices, and we can bring as much or as little choice into the matter as we wish.
Life revolves; as the motion of the sun, as the pleating horizon and its contrasting hues from light to darkness and back. The individual, from one’s perspective, is the traveler. And upon all travels, there is a road to follow.
This road is full of choices. Which fork will you choose?![]()
This question came to me long ago as an adage. I was young, say nine years old. It stated thus: “If there’s a fork in the road, take it.”
And I laughed. I laughed until it hurt. Who would put a fork in the road, and why would I want to take it?
It was a phrase filled with ridiculousness to my budding imagination, but one of deep wisdom as I grew into understanding.
The quote was read to me out of a book written by Pat Riley (one of the top ten NBA coaches of all-time according to NBA.com) entitled The Winner Within. I now see it in its full light. I can taste the fork, the food of life from the past, present and future. The flavors of choice.
Paris—its ancient European splendor discovered on one’s lap in the finest literature or upon the walls of the most selective galleries.
Five months I signed my life away and gave my word to family, friends, and Paris—I would be a student of the City of Lights. But five months for the traveler is eternity.
The French classes, the home-stay with a lone parisienne woman, and the intense independence of a traveler buried within his consciousness. The forks were many, arriving and departing, offering me choices in all directions.
Stay in Paris: the marooned traveler locked in a conceived commitment like a child to its bottle. Return home: my mind, body and soul thirsted for a rest within familiarity, before the dusty lane of a lingering wanderer caught his scent afar once again.
I couldn’t help but sink beyond the mind-fuck of options into a wordless image of the road, where long curving paths travel outward, into movements of the unknown, guiding to new towns and hostels. Flavors constantly pushing onward. Possibilities endless. The road limitless. Where was I?
From the start, way before the birth of my Parisian studies, I collected my forks. This was my reassurance that I was okay. Every choice in the road that led to the enrichment of adventure, shaped in spontaneity, was my destiny. I was not lost. I was not stuck. I was on the road less traveled where the unabated borage of questions my mind teased me with was none other then normal brain activity. I didn’t have to sit in mediation longer. I didn’t have to eat healthier: rawer foods and purer waters. I needed to breathe, observe and continue questioning until the choice felt right. Until I made the decision to pick up the fork and own it.
My present moment—my past and future—rolled into one. They were in my hand, on the fork, before sliding onto my tongue and across the palate.
The Manufacturing of Commitment
To commit is dedication. With the soft pavement beneath my feet, as with the crisp steel shaping the idiom’s many forms, I’m dedicated to the life of the traveler. Time in Paris was up. I clearly saw my fork and I took it.
A thought is a thought. Experience it. Accept it. Leave it at that and move on.
When a choice is made there’s a manufacturing of commitment.
“I will do this.”
You tell yourself. You tell others.
There’s a response from all: Yes you will, or no you won’t.
And as word spreads around, a bond is created. A thought, into speech, turned to action.
However, a choice remains at its origin in that plain thought. Here lies the trouble: Perhaps you can’t let go. Maybe, just maybe, you’re stuck because you took it too seriously, so whole-mindedly that there was nothing else to stand in its’ way.
A thought is a thought. Experience it. Accept it. Leave it at that and move on.
Although I thought about Paris from its conception, where I shared it, created it as my reality, and experienced it’s artistry for five months; whose commitment was it?
It was mine and I could change it.
Remember Cameron, you have the fork. My conscience was speaking clearly. You picked up the fork. You own it now. This is your life to decide what to do, when to do, without questioning why. Feel your way through the flavors of destiny.
I stopped, took in a breath, and experienced the current circumstances. A perceived commitment, which never existed, vanished for good as my path along the road became unblocked. I let go and my movement proceeded, far from Paris.
No, I’m not married to any single thought. I never was, and I never made a commitment, except to that originating decision to do it. But then there is another, and another, and another, from the past, into the future sitting before me on the plate of the present moment. And with my fork, I decide where, when and how I live this moment. As my road evolves and revolves, new choices are made, affecting the current life circumstances.
I don’t allow someone else or something else to begin collecting my forks for me. They’re mine.
In other words, it all comes down to this: Bundled in a ball, simple enough for a nine year old to play with, Pat Riley continued, “Don’t let other people tell you what you want.” Deliberately take it upon yourself to recognize and embrace your life’s choices.
Remember: If there’s a fork in the road, take it.
Matt Kuntz peers into a vintage Volvo police car marked in Italian along a Port Townsend back road while on his way to the PT Brewing Co. tasting room for refreshments.
I’m traveling. I’m in the middle of nowhere, say the Indian countryside in the heat of the monsoon.
I’m soaked, damp, wet, sticking with my own fluids and gritty under a haze-laden sun. Or maybe I’m in Nepal, trekking alone within the Himalayas. A snowstorm descends upon me and I’m instantly lost, wandering from the trail by the blinding white winds.
This is the present moment. This is the only situation that exists.
You’re in it, alone or accompanied, and it’s what you’re experiencing. Whatever the circumstances might be, you have access to inspiration, you have the key to its discovery.
What do you need? You need nothing. You are the experience and the experiencer. But inevitably your energy is zapped, and life suddenly teeters on a ledge. One side leaning towards life and the other down into an unfathomable abyss. You’re not ready for the latter, so you breathe.
This is your inspiration.
The root of the word inspiration originates from Latin: inspiration(n-). The noun forms from its verb inspirare, which has two meanings:
First, it is that imaginary force of mental stimulation luring toward the potentials of illimitable creativity. Second, inspiration is simply the drawing in of the breath. In other words: to inhale and fill the lungs with air.
Breath is the key to life. With each observed inhale, our awareness is renewed and deepened. We honor the present moment and whatever situation we find ourselves in. Equipped with breath and awareness, the fundamentals of our internal search are created and the tools for life and inspiration are in our hands.
Every morning we rise from our beds, glide upon our weighted feet, with the potential to pursue further, harder, deeper and with more conviction into each day’s possibilities.
This force of mental stimulation is inspiration – as real as your own skin and as impermanent as your own bitten nails. It is the drive toward maximum creativity into that which you live for and that which you thrive upon.
But then suddenly it’s gone.
Drained, we find ourselves rummaging our own streets and into the debris in our pockets, wondering how we accidentally threw this force out the window.
If we grasp it too hard, if we claim it as ours and only ours, a slap in the face will remind us that inspiration is a fine balance. When we have something in our possession and then lose it, we realize its importance, how necessary it was to carry and sustain us among our life’s journey.
Without inspiration, we come to believe we’re lost, stuck in the swamp of mind’s banality.
Suddenly, we realized we stopped breathing.
There comes a soft ticking to our ears. It’s gentle, peaceful amidst the cacophony, subtly resounding within our body. The blood feels it. Our heart vibrates as the arteries contract and dilate. Within our observance, the awareness returns to the source of this heart’s beat and we’re breathing once more.
Our breath, the awareness. Hello present moment.
No map is good or bad. There isn’t one out there with the capability of leading us to how we uncover our own inspiration. But here’s one to chew on:
You’re at the center of your being; breathing, living, recognizing the moment in your life directly before you. It’s a piece of art. It’s nature and the solemn mountains in your backyard. It’s the smile on your child’s face and the beauty within the pages of your tattered book.
Whatever it is, wherever you are, your present moment is the inspiration, and as you watch your breath and become aware of its life-giving force, the pumping of the heart stimulates the mind.
By letting go of everything else but the present moment, creativity is at your fingertips.
While embarking on a new business idea, a new relationship, or exploring the damp, dank corners of India, these are the experiences that force you to stop and touch your inspiration: inhale and live.
The mind is the pick, the heart the hammer, and they chisel as one, directing your will into the vastness of creativity that lies within your soul. The hammer and the pick—these are yours to explore and discover.